I know it has been a while since I have said what's up to the world and I am sorry for that world...my apologies...this is what is going on though...
Today has been a long day. A very unproductive and long day at that. The campers come next week and I feel very stressed and very pressured. I feel as though I will not get anything done...even though I have been working my butt off. It just seems like it is neverending and that the time will never come. I feel so inadequate at times when it comes to my job especially. Certain things that have been said have made me feel like I am not doing this good enough. They make me feel like I am not the right person for the job. They make me feel like trash, let's be honest. However, I do have the encouraging side of things as well. I do have the people building me up and being real with me. I do have the friends who are pulling me out and helping me out. I do have the friends who are pushing me and stretching me, but even so, it seems like the bad is outweighing the good. I just want reassurance that overtakes all the doubts...
annie annie annie... you're great with students, and everyone knows it! preparation is stressful and annoying... but once you're doing the actual thing and loving on the kids, i'm sure you are more than just adequate. if i were a camper, i would hands down pick you to be my counselor. :) love you.
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