My Thought Process

Here's what is going on in my head:

Avatar: Very well done artistically. Breaking through in many new ways. Well done. However, after discussing it for a bit, agreed that the plotline is very simplistic. It is very on the surface and at times dragging. Not saying that the movie is not good, it is, but the plot could be better than what it is. However, it does make a good point. It does a great job of showing the "American Mentality." The mentality that we can go in wherever we want and do whatever we want. We can claim anything as ours. If there is something there that we want, then we can take over to get what we want. It does connect with different emotions and at times my emotions were pretty strong. Go see it? Yes, go see it. However, see it in 3D to get the best experience.

I love working for the youth group that I work for. I love working with the kids that I work with. I wish that we could rebuild it and I have this dream to do so. However, what does this dream look like when it is worked out? What does it take to make this dream come true? Why is it that I have the passion that I have? How do I get the other interns on the same page as me? How do I get them to help me with this dream? What is their dream? So many freaking questions. I want the best for this. I want to make this awesome and I want it to succeed. What I am afraid of is failure. I need to look at this from God's eyes more and less my eyes. I know that is an easy thing to say and a harder thing to do.